It's been forever since I posted a journal. I finally have a bloody job. Its at A& and its a minimum wage produce boy job but its a start. I'm looking forward to college in september. I need the change from the dreary halls of my high school. I've been here to long and everyday I feel it. The school seems smaller everyday and I seem to notice how most of my older friends and peop,e I went through high shcool with are not here anymore. So the end of June will truly be a breath of fresh air. Since my ladt update I had a girlfriend again but this time I found out she had a huge addiction to drugs and hid it from me. it fell apart and I will miss her. Also One of my good close friends and I got into a fight and we have severed ties. It was merely a slow growth apart for us..almost invitable as we go down seperate paths. Anyways I plan on posting here more often. later days.